Bernanos: Lust and Blindness v Pure in heart see God, know themselves
The whole secret of Joy, moreover, is surely that
Chantal—although immersed without knowing it in the abyss of God’s
simplicity—is wrenched from this holy shelter by the complicated sin she wishes
to take upon herself, and she is dragged into an environment wholly alien to
her in which she can only be a victim. But it is Chantal’s secret that, even in
an atmosphere of sin and of clever and cynical machinations, she can, by the
power of her simplicity, remain the dominant character who knows how to defeat
her enemies—apparently with their own weapons but in reality with a superior
secret weapon. Or, as Bernanos wrote to a religious shortly before his own
death: “It’s true that the Gospel is written for the simple, and that only
simplicity gains us access to it. But, if there do exist souls who have
received the gift of simplicity, there are many others who have not received
it. So, for the sake of these, it is perhaps good to make oneself complicated
in order to lead them elsewhere little by little.”29 It belongs to the
“economy” of simplicity (in the old theological sense of the term) that it can
take on the form of sin and the form of the reflective intellect without losing
itself.
Now, there exists another name for simplicity, for a divine
quality communicated to us by grace that is defined by the singleness and
seamlessness of the divine Being: this other name is purity. The Middle Ages
spoke of the “pure” Being of God. But, in man, purity is a quality that can be
conceived only as applying to the totality of man’s being, consisting of both
body and soul. In its specific form as chastity, purity is the precondition for
the simplicity characteristic of the person who can and wants to know himself,
not in himself, but in God. Impurity and unchasteness are not merely (as Thomas
Aquinas usually describes them) an external obstacle to pure knowledge
untroubled by the senses; they are, in fact, the internal destruction of the
light that shines only in God. Unchasteness, according to the country priest’s
profound meditations, is secretly the same thing as unbelief, for faith is the
evidence and knowledge of things in God, not in man himself, while unchasteness
is one and the same as the curiosity to know oneself and all things only in
oneself, a truth about which Freud has taught us a great deal. Unchasteness is
also one with madness, because reason remains intact only when it transcends
itself in the direction of God. The abuse of the sexual faculty for loveless
self enjoyment presupposes, as a basic spiritual attitude, the abuse of the
rational faculty for loveless self-knowledge, and this can be nothing other
than madness: “I have not lost my faith, because God has deigned to preserve me
from impurity. Such a comparison, alas, would probably make the philosophers
smile! And it’s obvious that the most disorderly of personal lives could not
put a reasonable man so far off course that he would, for example, begin to
doubt the truth of certain axioms in geometry. But there is an exception:
madness. After all, what do we know about madness? What do we know about lust?
And what do we know about the secret dealings between these two things?”30 The
Curé d’Ambricourt then reminisces about his youth as a very poor boy, about all
the abominations he witnessed: “What would have been the use of understanding
these tilings? I had seen diem. You don’t understand lust; you see it. I had
seen those wild faces, suddenly frozen into an indefinable smile. Dear God! Why
don’t we realize more often that the mask of pleasure, stripped of all
hypocrisy, is precisely the mask of anguish? . . . What if madness and lust
were really one and the same thing?”31
Sitting in his confessional, a priest can be overcome “as by a
kind of vertigo” by those eternally identical whisperings that are “like the
writhing of worms and the stench of the grave”: “The image of a perpetually
open wound emerges, through which the substance of our wretched species is
flowing out. What accomplishments could man’s brain not have attained if the
poisonous fly [of lust] hadn’t laid its larva within it!” Neither Bernanos nor
his hero, however, can be accused of prudery or, what amounts to the same
thing, of sexual obsession. No one has dealt with this theme more soberly than
our author. This gives him the right to call things by their name: “Whoever has
any experience of sin cannot ignore the fact . . . that lust is constantly
threatening to smother both virility and intelligence under its parasitic
vegetation and hideous luxuriance. Since it can create nothing, lust is reduced
to staining—in its very seed—the frail promise of humanity. Lust is probably at
the origin, at the very source, of all the blemishes of our race.” And the
young priest concludes with this decisive insight:
Purity is not something prescribed for us like a punishment.
Experience shows that it is one of the mysterious but self-evident conditions
for that supernatural knowledge of oneself—of oneself in God—which is called
faith. Impurity does not destroy this knowledge; rather, it abolishes the need
for it. You no longer believe because you no longer desire to believe. You no
longer desire to know yourself truly. This profound truth—the truth about
yourself—no longer interests you. And it is useless to say that the dogmas that
only yesterday had your assent are still present in your mind, that only reason
rejects diem. What’s the difference, if we can only really possess what we
desire? This is so because for man there is no such thing as total and absolute
possession of anything. You no longer desire. You no longer desire your joy.
You could only love yourself in God, so now you no longer love yourself.32
Thus, only faith is truly an act involving the whole of man:
it is not a transcendence of the spirit over the body; it is an act whereby
both the body and the spirit, together, transcend toward God. We can, then,
understand the following reflection, which the country priest interjects in the
midst of his dark night of the soul, when he feels his faith is wholly hidden
or even that it has been taken from him: “At tunes it seems to me that [my
faith] has withdrawn, that it’s subsisting in a place where I wouldn’t have
looked for it—in my flesh, in my wretched flesh, in my blood and in my flesh,
my perishable but baptized flesh.”33
All of this explains why Bernanos, as also Claudel, thunders
so loudly against the alleged ideal of self-knowledge. The only true
self-knowledge occurs in God, and there man does not see himself but, through
faith, God. Tins vision of God is the truth of what man is. To look
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